deadpris

I’m trapped in a situation, I’m struggling to even breathe, to feel, to be alive. There’s this deep darkness in my heart, and sometimes I want to just let it out. I want to shout to the world this misery I’m feeling, but I’m not even allowed too.

At times, I want to just hurt someone else, inflict pain on her in hopes that it would lessen the hurt I feel in me. But I know better than that. Hurting someone else might temporarily alleviate the pain, but in the end, everyone is still hurting.

Some people thinks I’m bringing it upon myself, that this dark dark pain I’m feeling is caused by me. Well, good game Priss.

Hopefully, Someday doesn’t come.