deadpris

Weight has always been an issue to all women, it has been particularly difficult for someone like me – I was never a thin person. I don’t have a huge self-esteem issue when it comes to looking good, because I do think I’m attractive enough. However, girls being girls, nothing’s ever good enough, I want a flatter tummy!!! It can be a slippery slope, and I always monitor my thoughts, to make sure I don’t have any unhealthy thoughts such as thinking about going anorexic. I just want to be the size I was 3 years ago, before I went Australia and put on a good 8kgs.

I have been on a diet recently and it has been working out so far – I have lost 4Kgs in the past 2 months! The diet is called The Otaku Diet. Initially it started because I fell really ill and I couldn’t leave the house. I had to stay at home for almost 2 weeks, and do nothing but watch TV and play computer games. Slowly, my weight started dropping. Initially I thought it was going to be a temporary thing, and I will put the weight back on once I recover. However, since I have been playing Team Fortress 2 competitively for the past week, I have been doing nothing at home but play Team Fortress 2, watch TV / anime, and doing my assignments. As a result, I don’t consume much energy and I don’t feel the need to eat as much as before. I try to still balance my diet with fruits and vegetables, and always make sure I eat enough

Now, I just have to lose 4kgs more to hitting my goal. At the rate I’m losing weight – 1kg a week, I’ll be there in no time It’s sad that even when I reach my goal, I wouldn’t be considered a thin person, but working crunches and going for walks, I hope I’ll have a better figure.

It’s rare I discuss my personal life in my blog, but I have been talking to my TF2 friends over voice chat, and it’s really fun discussing these topics with them. It’s refreshing to talk to a bunch of 18 year olds, listening to their secrets on girls, looks, shopping, life, school, gaming etc. etc. They were even giving me tips on losing weight. Ha! As one of my friends say, I’m a Shotacon.

Tags: diet, Gaming, otaku, Team Fortress 2, weight