on Apr 27th, 2007Words
Words are very easy to type, to say.
“I love you”
“I think you’re beautiful”
“You’re the most wonderful woman in the planet”
How do you know when a guy is telling you sincere words? How do you know when he’s not just saying them to get into your pants? I’ve read some of the stuff Chester wrote to other girls before me, and seriously, he can say the same things to 2 or more different girls. And you know what, they all think it’s true and get very flattered by it. Naive.
Now the problem is when you know your boyfriend can be good with words, and give little complements to other girls just so he gets a chance to get laid, you can’t be sure if the words he gives you are sincere. So “You’re the most wonderful woman in the planet, along with 5 other girls I just wrote this message too” LOL. Maybe he was sincere when he said those words to those girls, maybe it is possible to think many different girls are the “most wonderful” girls. Maybe.
So now, if those girls were told that they were the “most wonderful”, then what was his ex-girlfriend back then to him? Nothing much I guess, he kind of admitted it too.
Maybe we should just ignore words, ignore his lousy attempts to get girls to want to fuck him, and somehow trust that even though he wants to fuck other girls, he wants you more. Hard eh? Well, I guess I just have to try. Try, despite having his female friends message him mushy messages. I guess I don’t have to wonder why all his female friends dislike me. Just thank god he’s in Australia with me, away from all of them. I’m willing to bet that 10 out of 10 of them likes him more than a friend, but don’t wish to be his girlfriend.
I do like guys too, a little more than friends sometimes. I guess I do love the complements different guys shower me with. So maybe, maybe, it’s nothing wrong flirting with someone who’s attached. Just make sure his girlfriend not some psychotic bitch that might burn your house down (MUAHAHHA). I don’t think any of Chester friends have my link… I hope. Don’t wanna burst their bubbles…… Oh yah, how come none of them wonder why he only flirts and complements them when he’s single, or when he quarrel with me, or when he’s just plain bored. Haha, I mean it’s quite obvious right?
. . .
Chester thinks I’m an angel
Chester thinks I’m really really cute, he assures me everyday
Chester thinks I’ve got a hot bod
Chester thinks I’m really funny
Chester love me.
But those are just words. Spending 1 year with me in Australia is more than words though. I love you baby~
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